I’m exhausted. I’ve only worked 2 week days and it couldn’t end sooner. Looking back at events on my phone, it has barely been a few days since I’ve had contact with some people and it feels like months.

It’s only for a few weeks, but I just want some time to myself. There was no transition out of school. I’m still not really sleeping, but working full time. I have the worst eating habits and I’m sick of everyone trying so damn hard to be “thin” and have all this useless crap (not mutually exclusive items).

No, I’m not completely innocent- yes, I like nice things, but it’s been bugging me lately how materialistic people are/have become. One thing is for sure though, I need to stop trying so hard to impress people and make decisions for myself. As much as I do things for myself and on my own, I am still entirely too dependent. Be the change.