Dreams

Family

I was at what appeared to be my graduation. One of my mom’s closer friends brought her family (it’s a family of boys) and the one is absolutely beautiful. I was walking around for a bit and I passed them sitting in the car but didn’t say anything. Later I was in this donut shot with Joanne when they came in. I acted so surprised to see them. At this point, pretty boy was Phil Wong. Crazy. He brought his friend, who may have been Jimmy, I cant remember but I know that he was super attractive. I pretended not to care. I didn’t tell Joanne they were there.

We were trying to get cinnamon pretzels from this Auntie Anne joint. So I kept getting distracted from the guys. Eventually we all sat down on this couch. I was sitting next to Phil and making conversation. But then he turned into my cousin, and was getting weirded out because he thought I was hitting on him (he’s my cousin. gross.) I asked, so you’re 27 now, right? That broke it. So whatever. I got out of there.

Then he started snuggling up to Joanne, now being a mix of my cousin and Phil. We all hopped into the guys’ van (I saw Kev Jumba and some other people) and went off. As Joanne was being cute with Phil, I was being dragged over by the guys in the back to hold hands and things like that. As we were going, I wasn’t sure if it was ok to leave our stuff in our car. I missed some photo ops because my camera was in with the rest of my stuff. We got to this lake thing and it was beautiful. Joanne said I could have her camera to shoot with since I didn’t have mine. I got into the water, up to my neck, to take pictures. Phil was surprised. But as long as the camera doesn’t get wet!

Then we were walking down this busy street. Found this almost haunted abandoned house and went in. We wandered and went to the basement. Started listening to this programmed tour. I thought the one part ended and was gonna leave. It went on, but I left anyway. Someone was browsing the upstairs and I’m just seeing who is all in the house. I walk out to the front porch. I’m sitting on a bench waiting when Cassie McC comes up the long hike of stairs getting to the house. I hug her for a long time because I really missed her and was almost in a distraught state. We talked and Allie came up. She had a cute fake coach bag like my little real one. I offered to trade her since mine was cheap and I liked the look of hers. The two were looking for Melanie and I said if I ran into her I’d let her know.

Then I was at a house more or less alone. It was dark and raining out. I remember needing to get back and I was finally able to go, but then I forgot my camera so I went back in to get it. I can’t remember much on this part, but there were some other people involved.

Home, Summer

Feathers

Yes, I know its an increasing trend. I may or may not be on the bandwagon, but I like them. Its not to say I’ve never liked them until now, but its so easy to come by so why not?

mallard

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Ps. Did I mention I love ducks? Mallard earrings and feathers all acquired from etsy 🙂

Pps. I have since added a black iridescent rooster feather, but I do not have a picture. Woo. I can’t even find it when my hair is wet.

General

Upcoming

I want to say congratulations to my lady dearest. I look forward to the excessive planning we shall have.

In thought of what’s going on, I’ve been partially working on a playlist. I also think I found my wedding song (unless I find a better one later). Here Standing. But that’s not major. Its the kinda thing to scare away a boy who hasn’t even committed to me yet. I will try not to mess this up.

But just sitting around before bed. I think about him a lot. “Wonder if you ever think of me?” Crap. Its a song lyric I hear in my head, but I can’t pinpoint what song and who. Probably Bonkers. [Afterthought. I looked it up. Rock U Softly. You were my first and worst love.] But yeah. Miss you.