Food, General

Happy VD

I’m still the child that likes to call Valentine’s Day as VD, only because what’s not to laugh about VD on Valentine’s 😛 A few updates.

Today is the last day for Kuro-Shiro.net. It expires and since I’ve made this new space, I no longer require it (except I’m not sure about the few things I have yet to bring over?). Goodbye K-S.net! It’s been a WONDERFUL history, and now I am moving on. Funny though…I know something else with the initials KS 😉

Speaking of…I finally heard from him! He’s had a murderous flu and pretty much been dead to the world. Let’s pretend that I didn’t call up the hospitals looking for him 😛 But that also being said, Lenny also found his way into HUP yesterday. Ruptured cyst but he’s doing ok. Lots of antibiotics now. He’s just the third one I’ve visited in the hospital within a month. I’m starting to think I’m bad luck or something. Eeks.

Alex is watching food shows and it all looks so amazing. I might just have to go out by myself tonight to grab food. Cheese. Ribs. All of it. Who wants to be my date tonight?

General

Falling In

Here it goes again. I know we haven’t known each other for very long, but I already feel so comfortable around you. I know I’m being ridiculous but try to understand. I’ve never felt so wanted or appreciated and I don’t want to lose that now.

He got sick the night after we went out and in the morning confirmed it. I haven’t heard from him since. Don’t leave me hanging. I hope you’re doing ok, but I really miss your company and hope to see and talk to you again soon. I hate to be so attached so soon but it’s been so lonely these past days that they drag on forever.

Phoenix down. Curaga. Whatever it takes. Please.

General, Health, School

Changing

A lot has happened. Good. Bad. I’m not sure where to begin.

The biggest news that I could ever write about is D. He’s seeing someone now. He keeps apologizing for the way things turned out, but I don’t hate him for it. Yes it’s the most upsetting social thing in my life ever (dad doesn’t count here), but I still look at him as one of my best friends (and he told me the same). It hurts, but I’m learning to deal.

School is back and stressful as usual. Since the D situation I reactivated my OKC account. I’ve been chatting with a few people who seem to be really nice. It’s a good feeling when someone out there thinks well of you. I actually have a date in less than 10 hours 🙂 We’ll call him K. There’s also S, but that’s still in the works. We’ll see how any of this turns out.

That’s generally my life. Today is Lenny‘s birthday. 22. Big deal 😛 Anyway. I just wanted to update. I’m on duloxetine now, btw. 0/4.