I’m dropping off facebook again. I’m trying to make some changes. Maybe get some updates in.
Ps. I renewed for another 2 years đ Let’s make it good.
Author: jeanneji
Road Less Traveled
It’s been a pretty wild few days now. Â I choose wild because some days are super eventful as others have nothing to them.
I missed the ball drop into 2010. Oops. But its ok- it’ll happen next year, right? Haha. Anyway. Missy had a little get together, and we also all went to go see Avatar in IMAX. Â It was a good time. Â I am a huge fan of Sam Worthington, so it was well worth it XD
At about 5:30am this morning, I awoke to drive my mother off to work so that I may have the car. Â At approximately 7:00am, I arrived at Rob‘s house to pick him up. Â We met his mother at the cafe and had a nice long breakfast. Â After that, Rob and I began a long trip out to Pittsburgh. Â There was some pretty terrible weather, but it wasn’t too bad. Â There were po along the way (yuck). Â Then we arrived, finally.
It was nice to get out of the car. I did my hair in his room. Rich and his girl friend came up and they are adorable. Â Then I met Rob‘s BFF Nick. Â Hung out for a while…did some groceries.Finally, my big journey was to begin. Â I headed north for eerie Erie o_O! GASP.
The snow got worse and was in and out of horrendous. Â As I got to the actual city though, all the snow stopped falling and disappeared off the ground. Â No way. I parked and rang Dave‘s doorbell đ This is where I am now and will be for a few days (but hush hush…family doesn’t know about this.) Â Should they read this, they can call me.
He made dinner, which is super nice and it smells delicious, but I’m not feeling too hungry just yet. Â I’m just pretty exhausted from the traveling and my lack of sleep prior to leaving (max of 2.5 hours). Â We watched a pile of Aqua Teen Hunger Force too.
Why am I sitting here on the floor blogging you ask? Dave is in med school. He studies his ass off. Â Free time is over and it’s time to get cracking. Â I’m just the company- dirtying dishes and warming the floor, couch and bed đ
I’m working on making a calendar for my mom. Â Set up a super nice one but they want almost 30 for it. I am going to try to find a cheaper one before I commit. Â Now, in the mean time, I should try to find something to do for tomorrow while Dave‘s in class. Â You know- besides rummaging and snooping around his apartment… JK. I can’t even touch his phone nonetheless go through his things. Â We’ll see what happens though.
Twenty One Days Left
I went out and bought some things. Â I feel like such a girl right now. I’m debating returning things though- since I don’t know if I can justify the purchases beyond “I want them.” Â Plus, there are other things I also want that may just outrank these. Â Fashion or toys?
I have a car appt. Wednesday, and Amanda is also having a Christmas Party đ I have to find some cheap gift for that. Â I’m working on an outfit too, but that’s still more spending. Haha.
I went out to dinner with my mom, brother, family friend, her daughter and Dave (not my Dave. Dan’s Dave.) Side note. When I met my Dave, I told Jenn that he reminds me of other Dave, and the voice has similarities (they both went to the same school too…weird.) Â Anyway. Dinner was good. I like being in good company.
Went home, and fell asleep for 5 hours maybe. Oops. I didn’t think I would end up like that. But I’m up now (at 2:34am) and not doing much. Â I was talking to Jenn and OKC was brought up again…
I had been meaning to check my inbox, not to see what messages are in there, but more to look back. Â Specifically, I wanted to see what day exactly I started talking to D and all. For the record. I sent the first message June 10, 2009, and received a response June 11, 2009. Picked up again around the 26th, and then of course began IM. Â I don’t recall when that happened exactly. I know we chatted 4th of July for sure, but I don’t know if there was IM contact before that (maybe? IDK anymore). Â But it’s all history (even though I no longer have the logs đ ) Â Oh well. Â That’s being official (if that date even matters), but I still hold July 4th the date of dates. Har har har…
I’m gonna head out and get up in the morning to adventure with Jennifer or so. Â Ta ta for the time being!
Twenty Four Days
I have gone though my first complete day of Winter Vacation. Â How do I feel? Meh. Â I kinda slept. Still trying to work on that, but the cable went down earlier so internet and TV was out for a little while. Â My brother took the car so I was stuck inside too. Guess what I did today?!
I CROCHETED A SCARF. Then I started knitting something too (while watching Fast & Furious and Star Wars). Â It’s been a slow day. While I couldn’t sleep though, I found a brilliant site about what I can do over break. I have decided to accomplish at least some goal for each day. Â I have 24 official days left.
December 18: Granny knitted for her grand kids.
It’s been a pretty slow day text wise too. I frown a little about it, but it’s nothing huge. I did go out to Wal*Mart earlier to find some fancy yarn (I’m so lame) but I ran into a girl from high school. Â We ended up chatting for a good hour or so about things. It was nice to talk to someone, and see a familiar face.
I’m trying to see what I have to do tomorrow. It’s a Saturday…I’ve been meaning to find some shoes (this is being a girl at it’s finest. Or worst. I can’t tell.) Â I do want to pick up some travel items. Â And maybe a memory card for my camera.
I am so excited to be done with school, but I feel like I don’t know how to deal with not being so busy all the time. Overall break is also dedicated to regaining a sleep cycle. Â I’m going to go start a book and lay in bed. We’ll see how that goes. Goodnight, everyone đ
Just GaGa
Iâm currently sitting on the train right now; itâs Tuesday the 1st of December. I just got out of my physics exam at 2ish, so itâs pretty chill now. The past week has been kind of interesting, but not too exciting. I hope everyone had a good holiday.
On Thanksgiving, I went out to Peace Valley Park and took some pictures. I got up at about 4:30 on Black Friday to get to Best Buy with my brother. He wanted a game. I just happened to pick up 4 seasons of House (Iâm awful with money). Dinner with the family was pretty typical.
My phoneâs been pretty dead lately- no calls or texts. I donât want to say Iâm completely dependent on it, but at the same time, it does get a little lonely sometimes. Going from one extreme to the next is just an adjustment.
Anyway. GaGa. This Thursday, December 3rd, 2009- I shall be attending the Lady GaGa concert with a group of fantastic kids. Iâm pretty excited. I spent last night watching a bunch of interviews with her on YouTube- I think we could be friends đ Everyone has some outfit, which was mandatory. Haha. I have a tuxedo dress, sequin jacket, mini top hat, fish nets, opera gloves, mini bow-tie. Cane optional đ I wonder if I can find a monocle XD Thatâd be a little much. Iâm still tweaking some things and finishing some things, but hopefully everything is grand.
Iâve been updating StarFall if youâre interested, and some things in my Photo gallery. My dream log has been pretty slacking. I havenât been sleeping much in the past few daysâŚweeks? Maybe a good long while I say. This past week I averaged about 2hours a sleep per night, and Iâd be up possibly 24+ when I am up too. Somethingâs not right.
This may drag for a while. I have a lot running on my mind, and Iâm not sure what Iâm doing anymore.
Iâve been thinking a lot about where Iâm going in life. I never chose this path for myself; I let my friend pick it for me since I donât know what I want. there are things that I enjoy doing, but i don’t have anything that drives me. like, GaGa knew what she wanted to do when she was young- that was her calling. Nothing calls to me, and if it does, then I donât hear it. I’ve always been looking for that one thing that i was meant to do.
My relationship with school is pretty selfish. itâs becoming a love/hate thing. the school itself is great. The education that you get is quality, but my problem is that I donât want this like some people do. in the sense that if you choose a job you love, youâll never have to work a day in your life. if this is something you want to do, itâs not as much a hassle because you want to be here doing what you do. I’m struggling because there are so many other things that i want to do, and i feel like itâs more a sacrifice of myself to put the time and effort into school.
i like the things i learn here, but I’m afraid thatâs not enough to keep me here. something about being here puts me on a different set of standards- into a different world that i want to be apart of, but i donât know if i really belong. Is there some other person out there more deserving of my seat? I learn things but I donât retain so well. Is it my method in learning, or is my memory just shot? It hurts me when I know Iâve learned something, but I cannot recall any of it. So what if I pull the grade- that wonât mean jack shit once Iâm out working and need to know this information. Would it be better to get Câs in class but have full retention and understanding?