Dreams

Around Town

A little sporadic. I don’t remember the order of events much.

I was around a old cottage with a girl, and we went around the back and found a GIANT PILE of Pochacco bags.  It seems as though Joanne cleaned out her things.  We said it was so much and wondered if we could salvage and sell off any of her old stuff. We’re rummaging and this old guy is walking over, but he’s not looking for us.  Later he comes back when 2 guys were driving off, trying to figure out who they were.  I noted it looked like Piatek and Butch, but it wasn’t Butch’s car, so I couldn’t be sure.

He was curious, but I told him if I saw them, I could identify them.  Then later, we were in the doctor’s office checking in on something.  We did not have an appointment, but I explained that I had a lot of troubles running in my family with accidental deaths and such, and all I wanted was an appointment.  They happily agreed, but then asked if I wanted a sticker too.  I got 2 green stickers and a green lollipop.

When we got back to my room, I went to my phone and noticed a few new emails (as usual) and a missed text. Adrian wanted to know if I was up for a movie…a few hours ago. So I texted him back seeing if he still wanted to know. I was so upset with myself for not having my phone on me. He asked me to go to the movies!

I vaguely remember being outside a restaurant, and walking with Laney a bit.  I didn’t know if we were going to tube back or walk. The ground was slanted, and standing was awkward, but were stood against the wall for a bit, talking and deciding what to do.

//Added; I remember talking with Carl while at my computer, and he tells me that he likes me. I ask him in what sense, and the image we’re put into is at a Costco, and he said that he can trust me with his bag of onions when he goes to the bathroom. That’s how he likes me.

Dreams

One Night

In the beginning of the dream, I was running around in a field with what seemed like a Josh Tarrington and either Christina Andrews or Robin Alexander.  We started a new game.  It was dark and we were by some fields and housing, but we were going to try and kill each other.  Running around with knives and various things, slashing and throwing weapons at each other.  At one point Josh became Wolverine and had his claws, which also doubled and detached.  There was some narrator who also spoke about adamantium.

There were a lot of close calls, where I was almost stabbed in the back, but nothing fatal occurred.  After we ran around in the fields a while, we met up and decided that maybe tonight was not the time to die and we could all just walk away with our injuries, and our lives.

The day came around and I was I was in the same area, but it was daytime- I was cleaned up and dressed well.  The house we were by, seemed to have a barbecue like/graduation party going on.  This was Dave’s family.  I sat down at a table by Dave and we talked a bit, getting closer each time.  Then finally, someone was coming and we backed off a little.  Then he started nibbling my index finger. Saying how he’s going to leave marks to remember, and so he can find me later.

I was telling him about the last night, except I described the war with condiments, like ketchup and mustard- and just a mess. He didn’t need to know what really happened.

I had to get going, and so I’m walking away from the property, through the grass and I can see where the flowers had been crushed from last night.  I get to the front, and there’s Adam McCready‘s family bringing things to the party. We let them pass and then left.

Later, I ended up in someone’s house, and there was a computer there and Dave messaged me while I was taking a bath.  I’m cleaning myself and chatting, and Tara messages me too.  The scene changes and it becomes a locker room type shower.  There are the girls from the hostel and we are getting ready.

I get outside where there are some people by the pool, and some kids.  The kids have theses crazy water toys that turn them into giant flying squirrels, and all these things.  they were playing for a while, and I watch a little boy chase this one toy and just leap over a fence and back.  The one little girl was playing frisbee with her dad.  Then This one dog calls me over, like Frank from Men in Black.  He wanted to show me something.

I get there, and there’s a pile of crap on the ground, and he’s blowing on it, and it turns into regular looking crap.  He can pass off his own for the others dogs’s.  But in actuality, he pissed out this stuff, and it thickened to look like crap.  I told him that was gross. But he walked off all proud.

I end up picking up this little animal and have it in my arms for a while.  It falls asleep and gets comfortable.  I walk over to the back and there’s a small crowd.  We were watching the end of Harry Potter, and Lindsay Lohan was finishing her performance; she’s coming back.  She’s leaving and then Lady Gaga comes on.  She does one song and is about to do Boys Boys Boys, but she had to get changed, so the crowd sang it instead.  She comes out then with these giant boob socks and all decked out in glitter and almost Cambodian/Indian themed skimpies.  She performs Vanity.  I had to get going and started inching towards the exit.

I’m sitting on the side, but then she starts performing a Japanese song! It was a blend between ELTJirenma, Dir en GreyCage and IcemanLost Complex?  Either way, I was stoked.  Then she introduces Dir en Grey! It was great. One asian guy walks by and starts telling us that we have to shift over since this space is going to be used.  People start moving, but a few of us who are about to go stick around in that spot for a bit.

Dreams

Loch Ness

I was talking to Dave this morning on my way back from Scotland.  At the end, he said, “sweet dreams,” as he always does, but then reading it over again, it hit me! I had a dream about him the other night.

This one happened Saturday-Sunday night while I was in a hostel up in Scotland…I remember waking up in the middle of the night, it was a really clear dream, but it’s been a few days now, so we’ll see.

I was in my house, and Dave happened to be there as well.  The only thing was, he brought someone else.  It was this chick.  She was maybe late 20s, early 30s at oldest.  I was a little offended that he’s bring another chick to my place, but I wasn’t gonna say anything.  I was just holding conversation with them in the kitchen, no big deal.

She had a little girl with her, about the age of 3- saying how she had to take care of her because her family situation wasn’t well. Something, but the entire presence of this person seemed so off. I couldn’t identify it.  I went out into the living room to watch some TV or so, and Dave was there, and we were talking.  We had a lot of interaction despite him bringing some female guest.

Then I heard something coming from the back yard, like arguing.  I head to the dining room, and that chick and my mom are fighting, but then they disappear.  That chick dragged my mom away somewhere. I don’t know who she is, where she went.  I turn to Dave and I say to him- I thought you knew her! His response- Well I guess I really don’t.

So not only does he bring this other female over, but he doesn’t know who she is and she wacks my mother away.  Dave decided it was best he left, and in a pretty down kind of voice, said that he’d meet me at the police station tomorrow morning.

Standing in the doorway, it didn’t look like him. It also didn’t seem like him, but that was just a vibe.

I woke up pretty distraught, but then realized it was early morning and went back to bed instead.

The next dream had my brother in it, but now I don’t remember what it was. We were picking something.

Dreams

After the Show

The funny thing about the past is that you’ve got no say…
-Kiernan McMullan

Weird crazy ftw!

Towards the beginning, I was in a library-sort of location.  It’s a college scene, so there are students around with books and other computers.  I’m sitting at a computer and I’m doing some illegal business, hacking some programs and sending files.  Things were going well up until someone hinted to the police or librarian that there was some funny business, and I was rushing to type in the URL correct to send.  I kept messing up, and there was this Chinese guy watching me, seeing if I could make it. Telling me to just back out and change the screen. He told me to open up the file program on the desktop. I hit the wrong one, but then I do click on the right one.  The first one was the webcam app, and that opens up as the librarian walks over and I’m sitting there looking at myself in the screen asking why the light is green. Phew. Not caught 🙂 I played with that for a while.

Next scene, we were leaving the computer, but we were at a concert with stadium seating. We were towards the top, and there was a giant screen in the center of it all.  I don’t remember what the event was, but we were all hanging out up there. Then at one point, the show was over, and it was changing sets or something, but the one side of the stadium’s seating changed the seats.  They were kinda comfier looking, but whatever.  We walk out and everyone’s leaving, but there are small groups of people and bands around.

Hanging out outside the stadium in the lobby, Josh Tarrington comes up to me and he wants to know if he looks better with or without glasses.  I answer without and walk away. I didn’t want any more contact with him.  He had his black hair again and some friend with him just dyed his hair black too.

Walking away, I find Kiernan McMullan.I start talking to him and being all friendly, but then he has to go to the bathroom.  The location turns into this dance and we’re all going like some cheap prom.  I remember the entire crowd was dancing and leaning together, so we’re all pretty close. Kelsie Biehn and Kelsey LaBar were there, and other girls tthat you may find amongst them.

Then once that braks apart, there’s a slow dance or something with partners, and I’m looking around, there’s one guy I see and he’s got no one, really, so I start walking over there. But Once I get to him, I see Austin standing off to the side by himself, he’s kinda signaling for me to come over, but then some girl (a Rebecca Manton like chick) grabs him instead.  He didn’t want anything to do with her, so I look at the guy I was gonna go with and we get Manton over to him and then I’m hanging out with Austin.  We’re dancing, and then at some point I have him pinned to the ground, my foofy dress all over him, and I look up to see Kiernan coming out of the bathroom. I call his name, and he looks over, only to see me on top of Austin. Awkward. I’m like, “It’s not what it looks like,” and I get up off him and walk over to him.

We start talking again; I’m straightforward with him and ask, “Why are you going to be in Erie a week before Rookie and Crash? Why aren’t you playing with them?” He pretty much told me that they were becoming corporate sell outs 🙁 He’d know better than I would, but I didn’t want to hear it. We keep talking and he’s eating some chips, whatever.  I had 2 questions I wanted to ask, but this one might have happened before he went to the bathroom, actually. I asked if he’s gonna have new material at the next show. He apologized and said he wasn’t going to, but I didn’t mind. I told him that I just wanted to know because at least I’ll be familiar with his stuff, unlike than when I went to see LFO.  He laughed when I told him that I probably know more of his stuff than LFO.  The scene changed to my basement at some point. He’s sitting in the giant massage chair and I’m on the floor. He’s got some pack of mints that he was eating.  Then we heard people upstairs. My mom’s guests hadn’t left yet (even at 4am) but then she calls me up. I had to walk the dog.

I walk her but she drags me all around town. By the time I get back, Kiernan is gone, and all that’s left is an empty Marlboro Menthol box and the box of mints on the chair.  My brother said he had to get going and so he gave him a ride. I wanted to be there to say goodbye, but I guess that didn’t work.

I kinda almost wish Kiernan would hang out with me. I wanna be friends 😛 I can’t imagine him smoking though. But I don’t know if he does- a lot of people do, surprisingly.

Dreams

Desire

This was a few days ago now; I was taking a nap.

I remember doing something, but then walking out of the house. It was wooded and a long driveway, with a neighbor house across the street. I go out to chat with the neighbor (some girl I know) for a bit, but then looking down the road, I see Jeff M. (Frau’s Son, Dan‘s friend) walking down. He was there for some surprise and so I’m walking towards the house with him.  He’s trying to surprise Dan by sneaking through the window and such, but I go in the door as normal.  Dan was in the kitchen cooking, but the cut out was there, so he saw when Jeff came in, and the surprise was somewhat ruined.

The guys are sitting around a  table, playing Magic or some game of the sort, and I’m sitting at the bar (on the outside on a bar stool).  I’m facing the guys, when I get this hand on my shoulder. It turns into small caresses and light kisses all over. It was such the romantic thing, something that Dave would do (actually, a total Dave move).  I was ridiculously mushy at that point, but then there’s a kiss to the top of my head, and I’m completely out. I spin around on the bar stool and I’m staring Jeff in the face.

I had no idea he felt that way. Long hot desiring stares later, he kisses me. Then we’re making out right there at the bar.

I awoke in my bed, and computer by my side. Realizing what just happened, I messaged Jenn about it, but I started to feel kinda guilty, and this was only a dream…

Last night though, I’m getting hazy already.

We’re at school (Soudy) and there are some events going on. There’s about to be some huge graduation.  I was txting Dave to see what he was doing (as always) but it was Harvard’s graduation and I decided I shouldn’t bother him since it’s a long event.  I remember him txting me back and just reassuring me that he always welcomes my txts and it’s not a problem if I’m txting him then.  He’d like the digital company, actually. That made me smile all over.

I don’t remember what else right now.