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HAPPY

Tee hee…do you know what today is? It’s Dave’s birthday. He’s getting really old, which makes me feel more like a child. Gross. But whatever. I got him to get online last night and count down to midnight. Our clocks weren’t synched so he was late. I got a little excited and didn’t get to finished typing “birthday” without going past the time so I only sent HAPPY, hence the title here.

Double Iced Krimpets

I sent out a poster, some dunkaroos, tastykakes, chocolate, zombie kit, inflatable cane…I think that was all. The poster arrived yesterday, the box arrived when he wasn’t home but it’s there now. I wish I could see the reaction of opening the box. I tried splicing up an old spice guy commercial so send as a birthday message, but it came out a little rough. I sent it earlier as a birthday email. That might just be some infringement if I upload that; trust me, the idea is epic.

So we spent about an hour chatting and studying. He seriously makes everything better. During our little chat, he  promised me a dinner party. YOU HEAR THAT D? I’m holding you to it. But seriously, I would much rather just be out there than here. MISSJOO

So anyway. Halloween came and went. I had a few exams so I didn’t really go out. Jimmy came down to see Lenny in a fabulous surprise way. Story goes, Jimmy was gonna take the bus down after class and arrive in the city around 8pm. At about 3pm, Alex sends me a text asking if I was home and that we need to talk. I was like- uhh? But she told me that Jimmy was coming down. He got here around 4 and we helped him set up; Lenny got out of work around 5. This is the chaos that ensued.

Anyway…I’m sitting here right now, watching some TV and trying to relax. Planning some more shebangs.

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Cha-Change

There are so many things going on right now.

1. School. Nuff said (for now).

I have been browsing various site on my numerous breaks and I want to redesign this again. I want to merge my online doings (Twitter for one, and possibly Blogger for my on the go photo posting). I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.

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Emotional

The past week plus, about, I have been in the worst mood. I want to blame Aunt Flo, but after yesterday, I know it’s not just her work.  She gets me moody, but not like this.  I have noticed (even Kelsey has told me), but every couple of months, I get just horribly depressed, down, mad at the world and pissy.  I can’t explain why, and I can’t predict when, I just know that it happens and I feel awful.  These are the days that lead me to suspect something wrong, something that’s much deeper.

I talked to my mom yesterday.  She told me that a friend is in the hospital. Blood poisoning, coma. They don’t know really what to expect at this point, but we’re all just praying for the best.  That really added to my day. That just broke me- I started crying unbelievably, and everything just felt awful.  I couldn’t study (which I really need to) but how could I focus in that state of mind?

I did for a brief moment chat with Dave, and even though it wasn’t anything special at all- probably the lamest chat, just having him there made me feel better. I’m gonna be super miserable should that end tragically.  But ok. I’m a wreck. We’ve established that.  I avoided my friends here. I want alone time, without the need to worry about exams. I’m curling up after the exam if I’m still feeling this way.

Anyway. I really want to get back into blogging here. I know it’s a rough chance, but it’s worth a shot. I renewed, right? Next 2 weeks, after exams and papers, I’ll be on spring break. 10-11 cities in 14 days. I should have my computer on me (to upload all my pictures so my memory card doesn’t get full), so maybe there will be time for something. Maybe.

I’ve been having a lot of trouble lately in general, actually. In the middle of the night, I wake up, and then I feel myself start to burn up. I start sweating and it’s a terrible feeling. Food has also not been my friend. Well, it has never agreed with me, really- but lately, I can’t seem to control myself. If it’s there, I’ll eat it. I don’t get the “full” feeling, and my mouth just needs to chew. I crave texture, it is not my stomach that wants anything. Gum is ok, but not satisfactory. Rahhh.

Ok. Laney just stopped by, and I should probably get back studying. STUDY STUDY…ew, who am I now, Dave?

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Ayee!

Took a few days, but I finally got Dell support and they’re sending someone out. Expected in 2 days now, actually. So I’ve been a bit detached the past odd weeks. No computer? I never realized how freaking dependent I was on that- completely helpless without it.  I had to start utilizing the Academic center and the cafe.

This past weekend I went up to Scotland and had the most amazing time of my life.  I have about 700+ pictures, but I’ll start posting or something once I get baby back. I need to start thinking about my summer job too.  I was looking at my classes for the fall- not fun. But I feel like it would be more convenient to get a job and make money/gain hours rather than in a classroom away from everrryyyoneee.

I’m starting to feel the crunch of the schedule.  I don’t have a lot going on, but there will be a lot due soon- so here’s to productivity!