General, Health

Venture Christmas

This year I’m making some venture brother speed shirts. I made one and I have 4 more to go. I was able to find a super nice lady on etsy to embroider for me. I’m excited to get those back.

I’m currently sitting in Ardmore Acura getting an oil change, which was long overdue. They’re pretty nice here and I had a special that gave me a discount so I’m happy.

My student loans came due this month and I am dying. I was avoiding it but now it’s here. I don’t know what I’ll do. I’m not out of my funk yet, but I need to start working. I might look into a job in the city for now to get more hours in and hopefully money. 

I hate to be so cliché but I want to start exercising. Matt’s mom is getting me an iPod Nano with Nike+. I was looking at new running shoes too. I want to do this right. I NEED to stop complaining and get off my ass. I’m usually more talk and ideas but I need to set this in action. A girl from the frat has been on a huge workout kick and Lenny told me she looks so good. She apparently lost 50” off her body! That’s ridiculous. I just can’t believe she got that done during school. Lenny agrees with me that it sounds absurd.

It can be done. I need to do this for myself and stop feeling bad.

My brother got me sick so I’m in the middle of recovery. It is the worst reason to not do anything. The most useless I could ever be. I’m fighting it with lots of drugs though. Lots of drugs.

Keep fighting. Keep fighting.

Depression

No matter how far, run for all you’re worth. Run.

General

Sweet Drizzlet

That’s not a word. I made it up! It’s me dabbling in a lot of stuff, and it’s the season that is giving back (Blizzard). There’s a bit I want to update on, but I promised myself I would at least get through 2 hours of this silly biochem lecture before anything. What’s happening that I don’t want to do anything?

Blizzcon.

See you after lecture.

Edit//23 October, 11:55am

Ok, so I didn’t come back. My brother, Mike and I sat around watching a bit of Diablo III and the Costume & Dance competition. It was pretty awesome. I have a new appreciation for Jay Mohr. Hehe. Some of the costumes weren’t as special, but other ones were pretty sweet. I would love to cosplay some time, but only if I can make it awesome. All or nothing. I still think about doing Tifa from AC, but I don’t have the body for that (although I’m better than I was before).

I’m currently sitting in Acura getting some work done on the car. I got through my anatomy Immunology lecture, so it’s been good. I have about 15 minutes left here.

The only other thing that is worth mentioning is that I have some infection? The corners of my mouth are ridiculously uncomfortable (no severe pain, a little dry but more so just stiff and inelastic) and I may be having an allergic reaction on top of that causing my lips to swell and itch. Not sure if it’s the stuff I’m using to treat this possible [angular cheilitis].  Hate my body. Not so much in the “I’m sooo fat and will never love myself” but the fact that I have so many body fails with allergies and incompatibilities with living in general. I hate being allergic to so many things.