Tag: Boy

General

Upcoming

Posted on by jeanneji

I want to say congratulations to my lady dearest. I look forward to the excessive planning we shall have.

In thought of what’s going on, I’ve been partially working on a playlist. I also think I found my wedding song (unless I find a better one later). Here Standing. But that’s not major. Its the kinda thing to scare away a boy who hasn’t even committed to me yet. I will try not to mess this up.

But just sitting around before bed. I think about him a lot. “Wonder if you ever think of me?” Crap. Its a song lyric I hear in my head, but I can’t pinpoint what song and who. Probably Bonkers. [Afterthought. I looked it up. Rock U Softly. You were my first and worst love.] But yeah. Miss you.

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General, Summer

Take Me There

Posted on by jeanneji

Last night I wrote an email to D.  I did my best to lay everything out clear and honest.  I came home today just before 10 and opened my inbox. I’m writing this at 12:08am and all I have accomplished is reading the briefing subject line.

Even those few words make him the shit.  I’m gonna have my heart broken, but still be mush because it’s him.  I needed to tell someone about this, but I have told no one.  This is something I am doing on my own.  I might be able to update following how the read is.

We’re also watching Kick-Ass right now, so we’ll see…Is this the time to finally let go?

EDIT

It’s 1:15am and I am not dying at all. It only took 3 hours. But I did it. All by myself.

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On Holiday

Posted on by jeanneji

Things have been going pretty well since I last posted. I don’t even remember when that was. But over July 4th, I drove my mom down to Annapolis to visit one of her friends.  They did their chatting while I kinda lounged around the apartment for a bit.  I got into this huge argument and falling out with some guy I just met (most ridiculous thing I have ever done. It was like arguing with a rock) BUTTT it was during that time I started chatting with this one kid Dave that I kinda met about a month before hand? It’s a weird circumstance, but he’s a realll sweetheart and me likes him 🙂

Moving along. Between my txts and hanging out with Jenn, there really isn’t much going on. I went to Color Me Mine (pics later or something) and that was cool. I bought a few books (started one tonight) and trying to not be too anti-productive. I went to Missy’s grad party yesterday too! Lots of people I have not seen in a long time, so that was most fun.

I officially sold my phone today; shipped and everything. That money is going towards next month’s rent or my mom’s birthday present. Haha. I need some income soon. But that aside, I have a few field trips planned before my funds are completely wiped.

I should really do something more with my lazy fat ass.

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